In loving memory of my special angel nephew
Lewis O'Gorman
12-05-2004 - 10-07-2004

On the 10th july this year i tragically lost my nephew lewis to sids, he was my younger brothers son. he was also the youngest of five other grandchildren to my parents kerry and graham. this is the day that my whole faith in anything positive was taken, we as a whole family were robbed of those most important times of a childs life.

im still so very angry at how on my mothers birthday it could all end so terribly?!?!?

i guess for now memoriam pages on the internet will have to do...i hope somewhere lewis you are watching us...i miss you sooooooo much, we all do!!

love ya baby!!!
aunty karzi, uncle stevo cousins jack, beth, nathan, tom, william
aunty leann and big cousin stacey mary

for anyone who needs a song to play...please listen to charlotte church its called "the prayer" her album in which it is on is called prelude..the words are oh so beautiful xxx


.........................................................................


Our son
Lewis Logan
born 16/12/1999 died of sids 23/5/2000

always in our hearts
missing you
love mummy, daddy.

.........................................................................


Joe Barry Driver
born 15th October 2004 died 27th November 2004


Baby Joe its been two whole weeks since you went to sleep by my side never to wake up, it feels like a life time since I last saw your beautiful smiley face gazing up at me, I never thought it was possible to feel so much pain and sorrow until now, as each day goes by I miss you more and more. You are so loved my sweetheart and your big brother Josh sends his love to you every night. I hope your up there now in a peaceful place gazing down an us with that same sweet smile upon your face.

All our love sweet pea Mummy Daddy and Josh XXX

Baby Joe

Somehow darling you lost your way
while in peaceful, content sleep you lay
we'll miss your cuddles your smiles and play
Our love for you will still grow each day

We wish today to say goodbye
And in our hearts we fall and cry
No real reasons or explanations why
Baby Joe its so unfair for you to die

By your side we'll stand together and weep
Because thoughts of you we treasure and keep
One day we'll be together again
And on that day there'll be no more pain

Love you forever
Mummy Daddy and Josh
XXX


.........................................................................


Finley James Page


Finley James Page our precious little man who was blessed to be a twin brother to his little sister Hattie Clare Page. From the day you was born you was never ill or pushed to one side because there were two precious little angels which were blessed to us. Only six weeks we were gifted with you to the day it was the last thing we could ever think of to wake up in the early hours of the morning to find that your little precious life had been stolen away from us, without a doubt the most upsetting day of our lives which we still struggle with and still ask ourselves WHY?. We are writing this on the eve of your third birthday which we still bless with your twin sister Hattie Clare, who is a constant reminder of you our precious little man not one day passes without you in our hearts and our minds. This is a special day to us both to celebrate your memory and your special life that we are pleased to have spent with you even though it was such a short time, this short time will never be forgotten and we will meet again one day to be with our son Finley James forever loved and never forgotten we love you little man always mummy and daddy-xxx

.........................................................................

Steven Derek Hanley
15 May 1984 – 8 Dec 1984

Steven its nearly 20 years ago since u were taken away and so much has happened

we all miss u a lot and never a day goes by when we don’t think of you
and our love for u never goes away

you have 3 brothers and 2 sister and a nephew as well
you would be 21 next year and i bet u would have
wanted a party and a big celebration

sleep well my angel
lots of love
Mummy Nanny and your brothers Neil Paul and Andrew
and sister Kim and nephew Michael

A poem for Steven Hanley

Don’t grieve for me, for now I’m free,
I’m following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard him call,
I turned my back and left it all.
Perhaps my time was all too brief,
Don’t lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lft up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now he set me free.

All my love each day I send from a broken heart that will not mend.
The tears still fall when I speak your name,
The ache in my heart is still the same.
With tears in my eyes I whisper low,
I love you Steven and I miss you so.

From Lindsey Hanley

.........................................................................

Ryan Daniel Lee Booth


Born 2nd April 2004
Died 14th July 2004

Precious memories of a beautiful daughter and sister
Keeley Shannon Armstrong Dixon
who fell asleep 26th October 1995 , born 25th May 1995 , age 5 months and 1 day.

You will always be in our hearts and i think of you every day.
safe with granda greg now our angel.
love you loads
Mam, Joelene, Dylan, little brothers who you never met Connor, Reece.

also remembering
Callaghan James Armstrong
my brother’s son who fell asleep 8th October 2000 , aged 6 weeks.

to lose one child to cot death is bad enough but to lose two is unbelievable.
sleep tight.
love auntie julie.

.........................................................................

Cameron Adam Parr
16/1/02 passed away on 2/1/03

well my little angel its nearly xmas and 1 more year away from you me and daddy and saralee and robert miss u so much that there is not a word that can tell anyone how we feel. the pain in side my heart feels like it should have been me but god took you a sweet little baby my baby i ask 10,000 times a day why oh why my baby why any baby i go to church on sundays to tell the lord to watch u because one day i will be coming to fetch u and we will be together again me and my baby but right now i have your brother and sister and a baby on the way i really miss u and i am scared to think u cameron are not with me always xmas makes me feel so sad to know u was ok and i was taking the tree down and then u was gone just a shell and u was not a shell u was the sweetest baby.

love mummy and daddy /saralee/robert xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

To baby paul still miss you now after all these years so does your dad i just cant explain the grief we have been through day one the bossy health visitors when you were born daddy went to work and came back loving you every day mammy left at home struggling and not loving you as much as she should have done but daddy adored you
we always loved you and we could have been a family i dont know how to explain this to you but our shock loss and horror at losing you was cruelly stamped into the ground by health visitors and the police we were weakened to a pulp by gossip and rumour i am going to push further though paul because you should have still been with us. at the time we were told to wrap u up so tight by health visitors and that is why i believe you lost your life parents are always blamed i'm just rattling on but i am going to find some justice for the three of us and this is the first step .your dad doesn't know at the moment tomorrow i will tell him i sent a message to you through this website
and i know what he will do he will look at me and start laughing thinking i'm stupid and then he will look away from me and smile remembering you with all our love baby paul will be in touch

.........................................................................

Owen Rhys Williams

My perfect baby boy Owen Rhys Williams left us in the early hours of 17 September 2004 in the arms of his daddy. They both fell asleep together but Owen never woke up. He was 8 weeks old.

No-one can tell us why he died. He had never been ill. He was perfectly healthy. We were on holiday with his big brother Ryan and my family at the time. We'd had a lovely holiday but it all ended so tragically that no-one can now remember the happiness we had felt before Owen left us. I don't understand why God would allow me to have such a perfect baby and then take him away from me for no reason. Did I do something wrong? As I stand at Owen's grave-side, I look up at the sky and tell myself that someone is going to wake me up any minute because it's all been a horrible dream. But that never happens. I always thought that cot death happened to other people.
I was wrong. It's happened to me.

I hope that someone is taking good care of my baby boy because I can't do that anymore. Whoever is with him now, please don't forget to cuddle him because he likes being cuddled. He'll give you lovely smiles if you do.

I miss you so much. Love Always Mummy
xxxxxxxx

Our perfect little boy

A perfect little nose, with eyes of blue
A perfect skin and chin, we’ve lost you.

Eight weeks of joy, you gave us
Two months of happiness, pleasure and bliss.

Just like a shooting star
You were there and then gone.

We are lost in darkness
And we can’t find home.

In my arms we slept together
In time we’ll sleep again, together, forever.

THANK YOU.

.........................................................................

In memory of my wee one
Jayse Alexandra Scott Ross-Rogers
You left us on your 3 month birthday

You were perfect in everyway,
maybe too perfect
and that is why you were taken away.
Your smiles brought tears to my eyes,
and laughter to my heart.
Now you are free, flying up in the sky,
You are still here, in my soul
In my dreams I see you,
How it hurts and love takes it toll.

We love you and miss you

Mommy, Daddy, Jesse, Skyla and Brendon

.........................................................................

Joshua Patrick Martin Leacy
3.11.02 - 3.12.02

it’s just another day

yesterday
I said
actually, I don’t know
exactly what I said

something like
“good luck tomorrow”
as if she were going to the dentist
or a job interview

not her baby son’s grave
on his second birthday

she said
“it’s just another day”
(in case you wondered
she didn’t mean that).

It isn’t.

it’s the anniversary of the happiest day of her life
should have been packed with
photographs, cake, balloons, exhaustion

there’ll be exhaustion
and then tomorrow will be
just another day
(in case you wondered
no, I didn’t mean that)

days like this
usually sharpen my interest in
what kind of day the
driver/shopper/walker/whoever
next to me is having
behind the face they’ve chosen for that day

today
I’ll only be able to think about
how she’s feeling
and for once
all those teenage times
of her saying to me
“YOU don’t understand!”
will come together
and be right

I don’t.

Grandmarg

.........................................................................

C-Jay OMahony

Dear C-Jay its a year now since you went away to brighten
the night sky and to play with the angels.
I just want you to know you are forever in my heart and dreams.
There is not a minute in the day or night I don't think of you.
I love you always and miss you so much its to hard to put it into words.
So i will say this to you my beautiful son who watches over us.
I will love you always and will never ever forget you,
you will always have the biggest and warmest place in my heart.

love you always ,from daddy
xxxxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

Christopher Preston

In Loving memory of our darling son Christopher
Born 12th January 1972. Died 14th February 1972

Always in our hearts little man
We will never forget you
God Bless
Till we meet again

Love
Mummy and Daddy
XXXXX

.........................................................................

In memory of our precious beautiful sweet pea,
Drew Lydia Dockery

We love and miss you so very much ~ see you in Gods arms soon!!
Love mommy & daddy

.........................................................................

Glen Alexander Tole
Born 19th June 1979 Died 19th August 1979

You died the morning of your christening, nonetheless I hope you managed to play with the angels in heaven. You will always be my little brother, my only small tribute to you was to name my son Luca Alexander.
I will always remember being told that boys don't like to be clean and that is why you cried when you were bathed!

Goodnight, God Bless.
Your big sister
Kerry Ann

.........................................................................

To my little brother Steven.

Taken from all of us in 1989.

Steven,

Your memory lives on in the hearts of us all
And will remain with us until the day we fall
Your smile brought happiness and put smiles on our faces
I know your always watching me no matter what the place is.

Lee and Josh have come since you passed away
We tell them what a gem you are every single day,
They go and see your garden now and put toys on just for you And a little Leicester City shirt we know you'd be true blue!!

For fifteen years we've thought about the Steven we all miss, And how we wished we had the chance to give you one last kiss But now you've up there with the big boss, you listen to what he says But always remember out beautiful boy in our heart your memory stays!

From your big brother Daren. Mummy and Daddy, Luke, Lee and Joshua

Night Night Baby X

.........................................................................


Lois Emily Lane
Born: 24/8/04
Died: 12/10/04
Aged 7 weeks



18 years have passed now and you should’ve come of age
but there’s an ache in my heart – and an empty stage
You were too beautiful, I think, to stay on this mortal land
So up to heaven you were whisked for angels to hold your hand
Only 7 weeks you were leant to us – for the family to see
And so many of them came around to hold you on their knee
I know the years have all rolled by, both Laura & Ben have grown
But not a day goes by, I don’t think of you – I hope you’re not alone
We send this day our special thoughts and wish you all our love
Lois you live on in our hearts and minds –even now you’re above

Loving you always
Mum, Dad, Laura and Ben
XXXX

.........................................................................

My dear baby girl.
Kira Louise Stokes.
Born 19/03/04. Fell asleep 02/04/04. Aged 2 weeks.


You came to us for such a short time
You were sweet and loving
You were calm and content

Your eyes smiled hello
Your touch said "I'm here"
Your cry said "I love you"

You touched our souls
You enriched our lives
You brought us your love

Though you are still and quiet
You will be with us forever
Your love will live on in our hearts

Rest well Kira

.........................................................................

Jacob David Gilmore-Vardy


Dear Jacob

We've spent together such little time,
but that time is still enough,
to remember your little smile
and to sense your little touch.

Your always in our hearts,
no matter what we do,
your like a little gem to us,
all the long day through.

Although your going to heaven,
you'll still be loved down here.
someone will be protecting you,
you'll never have to fear.

But Jacob do not worry now,
you'll remain in our hearts
you'll never be forgotten
and we'll never be apart.

Just think about your family
the loving, the kind, the true.
in heaven your never far away,
your family's close to you.

Thinking of you each day
bring our thoughts closer together.
because your such a little star
and you'll remain with us forever.

In memory of Jacob David Gilmore-Vardy, our precious little son who was born on 1st June 2004 and sadly died on 19th July 2004 aged just 7 weeks from Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. Always loved and never forgotten, sweet dreams our angel love Mammy and Daddy xxxx
This poem was written by Jacob's cousin, Chelsea Vardy aged 15 years and are Chelsea's own words to Jacob.

Thank you.
Sharon Gilmore
(Jacob's mammy)

.........................................................................

In memory of Joshua Patrick Martin Leacy
3.11.02 - 3.12.02

IT WAS REALLY ONLY A MOMENT

Our hearts are heavy, we miss you

30 minutes
30 hours
30 days
30 years

Joshua you gave us 30 days of happiness
you were here for all to see
but it was really only a moment
and just not meant to be.

Watch over mum and guide her
and guide her on her way
you must be there beside her
as she's getting better every day.

Until we meet again some day,
you will always be in our hearts and minds
We love you

From your Great Aunty Lizzie

.........................................................................

My Little Angel Shyanne Marie Newark

Hi I lost my little baby girl on Jan 23, 2004 i went for a sonogram on that day at 3 pm and at 3:15 pm they wanted me to go to the hospital so they could take my little angel they told me they didn't know what had happened but i needed to deliver her cause she had died... it was the hardest thing i had to do i had to figure out how to tell her dad i remember the day oh so well when he stood on the ladder at work and looked at me and i had him come down and i told him what was happening... all i want to say to my little girl in heaven above your Mommy and Daddy love and miss you and hope to someday be with you again

IN LOVING MEMORY OF
SHYANNE MARIE NEWARK

BORN AND DIED 01/23/2004

DAUGHTER OF
DAVID A. NEWARK SR. AND NICOLE WILLSIE

.........................................................................

Nathan James Beech



Our son Nathan James Beech was born on 31st January 2004 and died on the morning of the 6th July 2004 from SID's. We heard about this site and thought it would be nice to leave a few words in memory of our son. We have read through the memoriams already posted to the site, and there are some very beautiful words been written. Our hearts go out to all who have lost a child and to those brothers and sisters who have to carry such a saddened heart in what should be the happiest days of there lives.

God bless you all
and god bless you Baby Nathan
With Love from
Mum
Dad
Alexander
Michael
and your brother or sister to be "who is also due on the same day you were"

.........................................................................

Kenneth Ryan Ward

DOB: July 14th 1983 DOD: October 13th 1983

This is in dedication to my big brother,
whom I have never physically known.
If it were not for him, I wouldn’t be here.
I believe the reason he died is so I could be born. (My parents always said that they were only to have 3 children)
You don’t have to have met someone in life to know who they are.
There is times where he comes to me in my dreams, older, and grown, and I know it is him because I feel so much love, warmth, and the feeling that I’ve always known him.
Now I am 18 years of age, and I think that some way I have to pay him back for what he gave me… and I decided that this would be a good place to start.

So, in memory of him;

“The Greatest Love I Will Ever Know”

I miss him,
Yet I don’t know him,
I’m crying,
Yet I’m not sad.
I want to see him,
But, he is only in my dreams.
I want to know him like mommy knew him,
For his smile,
His laugh,
And life.
I want to touch him and hug him,
To share my life with him,
Because after all,
I wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for him.
I want to thank him,
I want to see him,
I want to know him, really know him,
I want to meet him.
I want to understand,
How he was never given a chance.
My brother we never spoke a single word,
We never even met,
And now you no longer exist.
A part of you lives on in me,
For, I am you in a way.
There is a look in my eyes,
So similar to that in your pictures,
A look that is so you,
Though only I can see.
My brother,
We never met,
Yet,
You gave your life for me…

.........................................................................

In loving memory of Baby Jaymee Lee Ricetti.

.........................................................................

In memory of my beautiful baby girl Nicola Louise
30.8.1992 - 20.11.1992

In a baby castle just beyond my eyes my baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy
Who am I to wish her back into this world of strife No play on my baby Nicola you have eternal life.
At night when all is quiet and sleep forsakes my eyes I hear her tiny footsteps come running to my side
Her tiny hands caress mine so tenderly and sweet, I close my eyes hold my breath and embrace her in my sleep.
You know now I have a treasure that i rate above all other and that my baby Nicola is i will always be your Mother.

Loving you always. Mummy.xx

.........................................................................

Joshua Patrick Martin Leacy
3.11.02 - 3.12.02



I miss you sweet my darling boo
There's so much i want to say to you
Where would you be a year on in
You'd be on you feet and listenin'.
The things i think each month goes by
The times i sit and wonder why?
Would you be tall or big or small?
I'd be there to nurse your fall.
Don't ever forget i love you so
And i'll never let you go.



From Mama

.........................................................................

Mia Florence June Donnison

Our beautiful daughter Mia was born on Sunday 29th June 2003 , and was tragically taken from us on Thursday 15th April 2004 , a victim of SIDS.

The poem shown below is from her Grandma :-

A flower blossoms; then withers and dies
It leaves a fragrance behind, which
long after its delicate petals are but
little dust, still lingers in the air...



We all miss Mia terribly - with all our love and hugs always - Mummy, Daddy, Will and Ollie xxxxx

.........................................................................

Alishia


my granddaughter died on thursday 19th of august 2004. her name is Alishia, we are devastated, the "what if's" are a constant turmoil. We will always love her....

.........................................................................


Amanda Rowena Furniss
born on the 31st May, 2004 - died on the 18th Aug, 2004.



She had only lived with us for three months before God called her back to him.
To all that knew her, she was a Laughing Baby- always smiling and wriggling. We will never forget her.

.........................................................................

Precious memories of Kacey Faith Saunders
Born 24th October 2001 - Passed away 16th December 2001
Aged 7 1/2 weeks

Hi Kacey, it's your cousin Lou Lou here. How are you my little babe? Just want to give you a little note to tell you how much I miss you. I will always love you Kacey, & you will always be in my heart. You will be 3 soon, can't believe how fast it's gone. I'll always remember you Kacey, & I know you're watching over us all.
Love you always, your big cousin Louise

To my precious niece Kacey Faith, I know it's been a while since you fell asleep, but to me it still seems like yesterday when we were together & although we don't see you anymore I still love you more & more each day. I love you with all my heart and I always will. You always will be my special niece and nothing will ever change that. I love & miss you more & more each day.
Sweet dreams, love u lots, Aunty Tash
Hi Kacey, It's your cousin Amanda here, really want you to know that I still love you with all my heart. I will never forget you. You are 3 soon, can't believe how big you'd be now. Can't wait till we see each other again. Sleep Tight.
Lots of Love always your big cousin Amanda xxxx

.........................................................................

In Loving Memory of my Daughter
HEATHER STACEY LOUISE HUGHES
Died suddenly from sids aged 9 months.

HEATHERS POEM....

Her smile so gentle
Eyes so bright
Angels took her in the night
To play with children up above
Her love she'll give those who never had enough
Eternally shining in the sky
Remember us sweetheart as we kissed you goodnight.

HEATHER HUGHES
BORN 24 JUNE 1994 - DIED 02 APRIL 1995.

We are heartbroken and miss you and your smiling face.
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE.
ALL MY LOVE MY STAR.

YOUR MUMMY, NEIL AND EMILY XXXXXX

.........................................................................

Sian-Marie Malvern

A Poem entitled "Tears for You"

There's a big tear rolling down my cheek
A tear just like a stain
This tear knows what sorrow is
This tear has felt some pain

This tear has had some good time
And it's had some bas as well
For this tear has seen heaven
And this tear has seen hell

This tear is really special
And it's so important too
But why it's really special,
Is.....
Because it falls for you.

Sian Marie
30 Sep 1985 to 7 Dec 1985

.........................................................................

aiden and ciaran barr

my twin cousins dies on the 15th july 2003 to sids i would like it if you could please put up a photo in rememberance from their mummy lorraine sister adele and brother murray they were taken in their sleep from a loving family and are sadly missed


One night I cried to Jesus as I sat beneath the tree, I looked into the open sky and hoped he’d answer me, I’m lost lord I’ve traveled far but still I seem to roam, please light the way and guide me lord I need to get back home.

I told him of my burdens and the sadness in my heart, that from his gracious love I’d never felt so far apart

Why did you take my children lord, I cannot understand, no longer can I touch their face or hold their tiny hands. I’m angry lord I’m missing them, I’m drowning in my sorrow, please help me to heal my yesterday and face each new tomorrow.

It was then I heard their gentle voices and felt their presence near how much I wanted to hold them as I cried another tear, they said:

“ Mummy we are angels now, our spirits will be free, we are angels now in heaven please don’t cry for me, we were chosen by our lord above and now were in his care when you need us look inside your heart we promise to be there, no one can take away our bond with one another, for we’ll always be your precious son’s as you will be our mother”

So if you cannot find your way or the road to home seems far, just look up to the heavens and we’ll be your guiding stars
x x

sleep in peace little angels

.........................................................................

Adam Alexander Foulkes
23 January 2003 - 23rd May 2004 16 months

Our Son Adam never woke up from his lunch time sleep. We are lucky in that we have lots of photos & lots of wonderful memories. Adam was so full of life & had the most amazing blue eyes that wrapped you around his finger instantly.

Everybody loves you so much & on one understands, we pray for strength to carry on & hope that one day science will unlock is nasty secret. I know that your at peace Son as we cry our tears of pain Just carry on playing until we meet again.


Dear Adam

You have sunshine built in, our darling little boy. Keep smiling, mowing the lawn, paddling & clapping.



Eat cheerio's by the fistful, splash milk everywhere & share you soggy biscuits with everyone.



Use everything as a telephone & pull everyone along by their finger.



Suddenly run off in a different direction, climb the biggest slide & wave hello/bye bye to everyone & everything.



But remember your parents love & miss you. We need your Loves hugs.



Be brave our sweet little man

Love Mummy & Daddy

xxxxx

.........................................................................

Destiny

My cousin died about 2 years ago and I just found out how she died.
Her name was Destiny she would be about 17 this year.

.........................................................................

Charlie O'mahony

Happy birthday you'd be 1 on the 18th August.
Charlie i love and miss you.
When i was in Glasgow i went shopping buying you lovely things for your birthday to put with you at the cemetry i was excited on a high buying this and that thinking ohh he'd like this and he'd love that i then drove to the cemetry where my world crashed around me again it hit hard that everything i bought was for a graveyard i wouldn't see your smiling laughing face i was in floods of tears. I plucked up the courage and got a tattoo done in your memory with your name underneath close 2 my heart.
Charlie i'll never get over losing you not a day goes by that i'm not thinking off you and crying buckets Scott Lauren Kevin and Megan remember your birthday and are counting down the days i'm dreading the day they want a party for you but i'm not strong enough for that yet.
I love and miss you babe your brothers and sisters love and miss you 2 we will never forget you we will light a candle for you on your birthday and i'll try hard 2 be strong.

If only i could have another day with you 2 hold kiss cuddle and feed i'd be the happiest mummy in the world but i know i'll never have that if only i could see your wee cheeky face.

Happy 1st birthday Charlie
Love Mummy, Granda, Scott, Lauren, Kevin and Megan

.........................................................................

Charlie-Jay O'Mahony

Born 18/08/2003 Went to sleep 22/11/2003
Aged 13 weeks 5 days

Charlie it is your first birthday today and nearly nine months since you passed and still there isn't a day i don't think of you. I have few treasured memories of you and i feel as if these are worn out because i think about them so often. I will never forget being there with your mummy the night that you were born and having the honour to share the moment you came into the world is one i will never forget. i think your mummy has said it all in her tribute to you .you were a very special little boy who has a very special place in my heart. Your smile would lighten up the darkest of days. You could eat for Scotland and the only time you would yelp was to get some food or a bottle otherwise you were a happy go lucky little chap. i hated ur name and refused to call you Charlie and instead would call you horrace (as in hungry horrace ) the day you were laid to rest was the hardest day of my life Charlie but i had to be strong for your mummy and i have did all of my crying since but now as we approach your first anniversary i have decided that from now on i am going to remember you with smiles because although you were tragically taken from us we had you for 13 weeks and 5 days and that is something to be happy about so for your birthday i promise you this Charlie no more tears or as little as possible because your life was joyous not a sad one so here's to happy memories wee man . Till we meet again in a better place love you loads missing you millions goodnight sweetdreams charlie

LOVE HUGS AND KISSES AUNTIE NIKKI
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

Happy birthday C-Jay,
love you and miss you loads and always thinking of you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY son
love daddy
xxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

Billie Eve Buckley

Born: Christmas Eve 2000 Died: April 4th 2001

Seeing things we've yet to discover,
Loving you and missing you more as each days passes.

Lots of Love
Mummy, Daddy Brothers and Sisters.


.........................................................................


For our shining star always in our hearts.



Anna Louise
14th July 1989 - November 24th 1989


.........................................................................


stuart .k. humphrey
dob 25-10-1989 died 14/15 -09-1990

i was at home with my 3 boys ian (14-05-1987) shaun 21-06-1988) and stuart ( 25-10-1989).

the date was 14 sept and the time was 10 mins to midnight, i went to check all my boys because we sat and watched elvis, my xhubby was at work in a pizza shop. as i got to my bed room i new some thing was wrong as i open the door. i scream and try to wake stuart up but i cannot, i phone 999 but the car came first and he keep asking how long would they be here. my hubby got home before they did and a phone him later. but time we got to hospital stuart had passed over.

AND and to them he died on the 15th sept, but to me it was 14 and 15 sept 1990. then on the 16th sept my dad's die. and i was told that he gone to look after stuart, but i still feel i should be me looking after him i miss him so much still.

stuart: if i could have one wish, it would to have you back again son.
all my love and kisses to you my son stuart. i will not forget you. i cannot buy you things, so i buy you flowers, for your grave and i put next to your photo at home, and i still got your teddy

all my love mammy
ian and shaun send their love too
xxx

.........................................................................

In loving memory of
Louise May Robinson
born 16th October 1995 and died 23rd October 1995
aged 6 days

My perfect little angel passed away suddenly after just 6 days with us, but the love we felt in those days will fill a life time. We love and miss you so much, one day in the future we will be able to hold you forever.

Love you Lou, our hearts carry you in them every day, all day.

Till we meet again

Mummy, Sam and Dominic your big brothers, and Zach and Connor your little brothers xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

A river of tears has been cried.

.........................................................................

In Memory of
Lance Timothy Corfield
9.7.88 - 29.8.88

Its almost Sixteen Years since you died from SIDS. My first son...you now have 3 brothers that never knew you. I'll tell them all about you and pray that one day we will all be together again.

A tiny flower, lent not given
to bud on earth and bloom in heaven.

God Bless my Beautiful Baby Son
Loved and Missed always
Mummy and brothers Guy, Gareth and Martin

.........................................................................

William Edward Phillips

born 5th July 1985,died 2nd October 1985.

He would have been 19 next month.

Still very much missed in our Lives.

Eddie and Liz Phillips.


.........................................................................

Aidan Cheyenne Latil



Mommy's little angel born August 18 2003, died April 25 2004


.........................................................................


In Loving Memory of our son
Joshua Michael



Born: 22/12/03 Died: 16/05/04

What can I say about our baby boy? He wasn’t with us for long but we had a wonderful time with him. Josh was my sunshine man and a little spud, he was also mikes bro as we called him. Every morning we would be woken up to his laughter. Mike would get up and go over to him and say morning. The next thing I would know Kate would be coming up the stairs to help me bring Josh down for breakfast. The rest of the day was full of happiness for him and us.

The day Josh fell asleep we all went out for a walk to the park. We were all happy playing, Josh had a go on the roundabout and got very hungry like always. I fed him and we all walked home. He fell asleep as we got home and I took him upstairs to his bed. Josh smiled at me as I kissed him night and he closed his eyes.

Josh was happy and fell asleep he just didn’t wake up.

Joshua was our fifth child and our other children have been devastated by this. We have 2 girls and 3 boys, Victoria 12, Daniel 10, Aaron 3, Kate 2 & Joshua who was nearly 5 months. My son Daniel always sang to Josh and Josh loved it he smiled and laughed at him.

We will all miss him and he will never be forgotten.
Goodbye my sunshine man Sweet Dreams

.........................................................................


Lewis Thomas Bajer-Kirkham



In loving memory of a beautiful baby boy.
12.11.02 - 25.06.03 age 7 months

Missing you is easy,
We do it everyday
Remembering you is heartache
That will never go away.

Love and miss you so much

Mummy, Nanna & Grandad Bajer, Aunty Kathryn, Uncle Phil,
Cousin Bradley & Nanna Alice. XXXXXXXX

.........................................................................

Charles Theodore Abir Ali



Born 12th February 2004
Died 3rd March 2004

In our lives for 20 days, always loved, always our baby, never forgotten.
We miss you so much little angel.
Charlie, you mummy, Daddy and big brother Henry love you immensely. There is not a day goes by that we don't think about you. We often look to the sky a talk to you, knowing that you are looking down on us. Until we meet again darling.......x

Love Mummy, Daddy and Henry.

Butterfly

A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam
and for a brief moment It's beauty and glory belong to our world
But then it flies on again.
And though we wish it could have stayed
we feel so lucky to have seen it....

Hugs From Heaven

When you feel a gentle breeze
caress you when you sigh,
It's a hug sent from Heaven
from a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
lands upon your nose,
It's just a little angel's kiss
as fragile as a rose.

When you hear a song
that fills you with a feeling of sweet love,
It's a hug sent down from Heaven
from someone special up above.

If you wake up in the morning
to a bluebird's chirping song,
It's music sent from Heaven
to cheer you all day long.

If tiny little snowflakes
land upon your face,
It's a whisper sent from Heaven
all trimmed with angel lace.

So let your heart be joyful
if you're lonely, my dear friend,
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
a broken heart will mend.

Our baby

To some you are forgotten,
to others, just the past,
but to us who loved and lost you,
your memory will always last.

I'll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
that's my halo shining bright.

You'll see me in the morning frost
that mists your windowpane.
That's me, in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.

When you feel a gentle breeze
from a gentle wind that blows,
That's me! I'll be there,
planting a kiss upon your nose.

When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug...
That's me! I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.

So, daddy please don't look so sad.
Mummy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of friends,
and they sing me lullabies.

.........................................................................

Stephen Philip Skinner



who died unexpectedly on the 17th of January 1982


........................................................................

Our baby Samual Anthony McNaughton

Born 1st October 2003 Died 9th March 2004
Aged 5 months 8 days

Sam didn't have an easy life, he was born with Biliary Atresia (liver disease) and had an operation at 8 weeks to remove his bile ducts. He was on daily drugs following his operation and had to have special formula milk which did not smell (or taste) very nice. He also had to have regular check ups at Kings College Hospital and at our local hospital in Medway to make sure his liver was functioning okay. He was doing so well that we booked a short break to Disneyland Paris for March 10th and we also booked 3 weeks in Disneyworld in Florida for 21 August. Sam didn't make either of his treats, he died 24 hours before we were due to go to Disneyland. He died in hospital. We had taken him in on Monday 8th march at 8am because he had a temperature of 37.5 for most of the night. Due to his condition a temperature could indicate an infection and the quicker the antibiotics were given the better. Sam slept most of the day and kept me up most of the night, which was his way. On Tuesday 9th March I got up and put my bed away and went to make up Sam's bottle, the doctor had said if he didn't have anything to eat he would need an NG tube. I got him out of the cot and sat him on my lap and tried to get him interested in his bottle but instead he died in my arms. I will always be grateful for two things; that we were in hospital - because they tried so hard to bring him back and that he died in my arms - because he could so easily have gone 10 minutes earlier when I was making his bottle. 12 weeks on we are still devastated and it feels like we will never move on. Sam was our first baby and although we had always planned to have 3 or 4 we now find ourselves desperately trying for another to fill the empty void, but in our hearts we know that no matter how many children we may have, although we will fill the time we will never fill the void Sam has left.

Poem for Sam

A mummy and Daddy left so alone
A house that no longer feels like a home
We loved and lost you
Its so hard to move on
We'll love you forever our sweet baby son

We will never forget you Sam, we love you so much and miss everything about you. Thank you for having five months with us. And please keep sending the angel feathers to your cousins they miss you too. Love you sweetheart, see you soon Mummy & Daddy Always & forever our baby son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

8.12.2002 - 20.6.2003

To my angel Holly

On the night the angel took your hand
we cried as you left for an unknown land.
But heaven rejoiced as you came into sight
for your soul was a diamond shining so bright.

you will be in our hearts and thoughts always.

Love you mum, dad, and Rhys

.........................................................................

Amy-Louise Tamara



7 June 2003 - 23rd July 2003



My baby girl Amy-Louise Tamara was taken from my world on the morning of 23rd July 2003 at six and half weeks old. She was such a happy and healthy baby it was so unexpected it tore my world apart she would be a year old on the 7th of June and I cant help but to wonder what she would look like now, would she have taken her first steps or said her first words. I will never know. I will always love you princess your memory lives on now and always

lots of love and hugs and kisses

Mummy x

.........................................................................

Braxton Tyler Cross

I would like to share my story & my poem that I wrote for my Grandson. He was born on October 30, 2003 and died from SIDS on December 21, 2003. His name was Braxton Tyler Cross. He was in perfect health. I miss him everyday of my life, I believe the hardest thing that I ever had to go through was watching my daughter grieve for her baby and I was grieving for the both of them. I couldn't kiss the pain away like I could when she was a little girl. I would like to share one of my many poems that I have written in honor of my Grandson who will never be forgotten.

What I needed to say...

Today I went to the cemetery and as I sat beside your grave there were so many things that I needed to say.
I needed you to know what you meant to me- I wanted you to know that you were meant to be.
You were sent here to show us how to love and you did that so very well, everyone loved you that you could definitely tell.
I wanted to tell you all the things that I didn't get to say, I wanted you to know that I miss you every single day.
You were my heart, you were my soul, you were the one who made my life whole.
I long to hold you in my arms and rock you to sleep, I long to listen to your little heartbeat, I long to look into your eyes and wonder what you see, I wonder if you could see the love when you looked at me?
I long for all these things that I know will never be, but just know that you'll be in my heart for all eternity.
Now that I've told you what I needed to say - know that my love grows stronger each and every day.

You are now and forever will be-
My Special Little Angel Boy

Love Always, Grandma Carla

.........................................................................

Toby Barnett
24th January 2004 - 2nd February 2004
9 days old.


My Toby

With the spring time flowers, Toby Barnett came to me,
When the leaves were still in bud on every tree.
His downy hair was a light reddish brown, & his sweet
little face, had never a frown.

Toby Barnett came to me, a beautiful baby boy
with the world to see.
He looked around with his deep blue eyes; he
made my heart feel so alive.

Now Toby's gone he's my rainbow in the sky,
I can still smell & I can still hear his cry.
He will always be remembered & always loved,
May peace be with him in the skies above.

lot's of Love & Cuddles
from Mummy, Daddy & big brother Archie. x x x


.........................................................................

Ashlynn Elizabeth Kelley
2-23-04 - 04-14-04


.........................................................................


Kira Rhae Bowling
Born February 26th, Angel day March 8th 2004

A butterfly lites beside us like a sunbeam, and for a brief moment its glory and beauty belongs to our world. But then it flies on again, and though we wish it could have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it.

Love, MOMMY

.........................................................................

Molly Jane Newman

My little baby girl was born a healthy baby but she soon died of cot death. She only lived for 25 days but i love her with all my heart and i cant wait to meet you again my love in that special place up above. i will never forget you my love.

my love forever
mummy


.........................................................................

Paige Shoana Fitzpatrick
Born 25/11/2003 to 07/04/2004
Died of cot death

I had a very difficult pregnancy. She threatened to come at 10 weeks.
At 14 weeks the doctors put a stitch in me and everything was fine until
30 weeks when she threatened to come again. From then I was in and out of
hospital. At 36 weeks she decided it was now time to enter into this world.
She weighed 2.2kg after 3 days in hospital we went home.

Every thing was fine, she was a very healthy baby.
She was 4 months and 12 days old when she passed away. I never thought something
like this would happen.

It's not easy to say goodbye
But I want you to know how deeply you've touched my life.
I go to bed at night and I miss you dearly. I wake up thinking
its all just a dream. But then I realise that you are safe in the
hands of God.

We loved and cherished you from the day of your birth
but you were just to precious for this earth.
God need a special angel in the sky
and that's why we now have to say goodbye.

You brought a lot of joy and love into our lives.
Every time you smiled my heart was full of joy.

You will always be my little angel sent down from God.
You will never be forgotten. You were only on loan to us and
now you are up there with all God's little angels.

Remember Mommy, Daddy and Mishca love you a lot and that you are
in our thoughts and prayers every day

Lots of love

Mommy

.........................................................................

Andrew,

Its been 2 years since you left me, but you are always in my heart.
I miss you so much, and i still can't understand why you were taken from me.
I can't help thinking what did I do to deserve this.
Your brother still asks why you can't come back. He still talks to you everyday,
i just hope you can hear him.

I love you Andrew and always will.

Mummy

Andrew John
08/12/2000 - 21/04/2002

.........................................................................

Toni Louise Grimshaw
1/09/2002 to 15/12/2002

We miss you very much Toni, you were all me and your Dad ever wanted you finally came to us after such a long time trying for you then you only got to get 3 short months with us, you was so beautiful your cheeky little smile lit up my day's whenever i was down you have another little brother now called Anthony he looks so much like you his smile is like watching your smile it's like you have been sent back to us, we miss you dearly and wish so much that i could just hold you again but that will never come true but the in prints of your life will always be remembered deep with in our hearts that something no one can take away from us, i miss you so much and will always love you deeply take care my precious little angel and sleep tight where ever you may be, love you loads Mummy & Daddy & Jordan & Joshua and your new baby brother Anthony and P.S I'll make sure Anthony knows everything about his special little sister.

.........................................................................

To my precious daughter Kacey Faith Saunders,



Its been 2 & a half years since you passed away but I still think of you always.
I miss you so much.
You have a new baby sister now called Mya & she looks just like you.
All your family love & miss you & we always will.
Rest In Peace my little baby,
love always & forever,
Mummy xx*xx

.........................................................................

my son christopher was born on the 19th of october 1989
and was one more victim of cot death six weeks later.

.........................................................................

Zoe Ann Ford
who sadly passed away on 15th February 2004 in her sleep at 6 weeks


I would like to give you a poem written by my sister about Zoe

To our Zoe

Having you in our lives was a magical blessing,
You brought us such pleasure,
and gave us a wonderful gift each day was so special

We will be with you
where ever you are,
for ever in our hearts,
Our little angel in pink

Our little star
Who will never stop shining


Justin Ford & Lisa Trott from Cornwall

.........................................................................

Chloe

In Memory of my darling little Grandaughter
who I miss so much


We miss you a lot our little darling
and you are never forgotton
Love you always little Chloe
your nanny Wendy

.........................................................................

PATRICK.N.K.COLLINS AGE 5 &HALF MONTHS
30:O6:98 - 11:12:98
(COT DEATH)



As you fall in your deep sleep in my arms forever,i new that our lifes would never be the same again.
But we think of you with a big smile at all the memoires we have of you.
You will always have a special place in our hearts forever.
So sleep tight our little solider untill we come to you.

love alway & forever
mommy , jade & your little brother charley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

.........................................................................

in memory of our precious baby daughter
tori-anna williams
born 25/10/2003
joined the angels on 09/02/2004



to our little mighty mouse
when you came to join us i knew you would be to perfect for this world. i can only be thankful for the short time we spent together those memories will live in my heart forever, our love for you can never die only get stronger as each day goes by. you were asleep in my arms that night when the angels called you. every morning i wake up expecting you to be there its so unfair, i don't think i will ever understand why you left us i can only believe you are to special for this life. I ache to hold you one more time to tell you i love you to see you smile to hear your laugh. I am comforted by the thought that one day we will be together again i cannot tell you when this will be just rest your head until I'm there. the pain i feel will never go when i close my eyes i feel you there. you were loved by so many people we all miss you deeply and wait for the day we will all be reunited again you make my life complete and always will

your always loved never forgotton
mummy daddy
and your big sister

.........................................................................

In loving memory of my beautiful little boy
Charlie Jay O'mahony
Born 18/08/2003
Went to sleep 22/11/2003
Age 13weeks 5 days


Charlie went to sleep 22nd Nov 2003 due to SIDS
A beautiful strong healthy big boy.

I remember when you where born i never had a name for you it took me weeks to name you you where called the baby with no name but i had loads of names for you you where my wee stink my wee Bertie and then you where Charlie Your granda named you after his father. Myself and your daddy abbreviated your name and called you C-Jay. I had so many pet names for you

We love you dearly and miss you everyday i cant understand why god took you away!

You will always be in our hearts we will never forget your smile, your coo, the way you gulped your bottle the first time i gave you solids oh you loved your food you where a ganit always made us all smile and laugh. Your godmother Angela called you the great shark when a bottle was near your mouth your head was all over the place till u got it in your mouth you where a greedy wee beggar.

You where weighed by the health visitor nearly every week and i was so proud of how much you where gaining weight and coming on you where thriving and so healthy.
You where just so perfect in every way

Your big brother Scott Plays your songs all the time and Kevin carries your toys Lauren has your photo everywhere she goes and Megan wipes away mammy's tears and tells me your in the brightest star in the sky playing with all the other babies and their toys.

The picture is you at 6weeks and 6days old after you where baptised you where a bruiser of a boy!

Charlie we all love and miss you the day you left u took my heart with you but i'll keep going for your brothers and sisters and 1 day i will be with you again you'll be waiting for me at the gates of heaven and i'll have you in my arms once again.

I wrote this poem for you a few weeks after you left us

Gone is the babe we loved so dear
Gone is the cries we once did hear
Gone is the smile that touched our hearts
Why so soon did we have 2 part
Goodnight sweetdreams

Love you forever
Grá air go deo, gan dearmad air go brách

Mummy Scott Lauren Kevin and Megan
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

.........................................................................

I would like 2 add this little poem for my little Charlie.

Empty Arms

Empty arms long to hold you,
Silent tears fall for you,
You were our future but now you are no more.
We grieve for you and we miss you,
You touched our lives for the briefest of moments,
Yet you will stay with us forever.

This is a lovely poem i would like added 2 share with all the mothers out there like me

What makes a Mother

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.'
But God, can you be a Mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say:
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so luc